It has literally just occurred to me – I am truly alone.
I am surrounded by people but I am alone.
Tumbling down the rabbit hole while putting on a facade that nothing is wrong is excruciating.
Not sure I can claw my way out of this today.
I want to sleep and sleep and sleep…
… and feel nothing.
Not entirely sure I can hold on ’til I see my dr. I don’t want to feel this way any longer.
I'm Fine 
There was and are times I want to end this, END ME not in the physical sense but all the emotional pain that eats away at me.
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