… 180…

A few hours shouldn’t make a difference, but they do.

I woke up perfectly fine only to find myself thinking. Thinking isn’t good for me. Obsessive thoughts of others’ perceived actions and emotions run through my head again and again.

If I am told I am wrong, I do not believe it.

I read somewhere that the way to stop obsessive negative thoughts is to not try to stop thinking – this makes it worse, but to acknowledge the thought and change it.

I am trying but failing miserably. I was hoping today would remain a good day.

I’m beginning to freak out and am ready to leave…

… I’m just afraid I won’t come back.

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