Hope

I am lying next to someone whom I adore and love, knowing they do not feel the same about me.
And that’s okay.

For now it is enough that I love him and show him. I don’t know if he sees it.

The past two days have been tolerable and bearable mental health wise. Haven’t felt the need to run to my physician and ask to be medicated.

I do see hope. Just wondering how long it will last.