Time

I want to be separated from this person.

I want to walk away.

I want to not care.

I want to feel indifferent.

I want no feelings for this person.

I want easy… friendship… feelings for this person.

…

When I think about separating myself and walking away… it feels SOUL WRENCHING.

Time won’t fix this. “Friendship” won’t fix this. The longer I wait… the more agonizing the pain.